I LIED....

Alright...so I lied!! So I rechecked my calendar--only for me to realize I had counted wrong!! So as of today (I'm pretty sure anyways, ) NOW I have 17 days left until tour!! And this is an update:

I received a $725 check from my counselors/staff here at camp: totally amazing. SO that's going to pay for my Rehearsal camp fee/ needed things for tour. Then, I got more money today in my check than I thought I would: So, that will be paying my parents back for my plane tickets/ MY INSURANCE!! And my insurance was the last MAJOR thing that I needed money for, besides my support money. (And I know that there is money on the way: from God, thru friends, and those who do not know!) Anyways, isn't God so good? Why do I ever doubt? My gosh--heaven will be amazing!! No more doubting!! I'm so excited!!

And camp is now done with: Campers left last night....staff weekend as of right now.....so I'm so excited to go run, (or nap, or both), take a long shower--and go roller-blading and bowling!! Ever pumped me.

It is official: I have the worst cold that I've ever had during the summer. But I refuse to let it ruin me!!

love you all, praying for you all. That's what I need to do: I need go make some time for Jesus!! I love Him!

Congratulations to the new Mr. and Mrs. Nathan Little!! (Love you Celeste! Sorry I couldn't be there!!)

Ya' think....

So, ya' think that with only 16 DAYS LEFT 'TIL I LEAVE FOR LOS ANGELES, that I'd be all extatic, and, well, I am, for the most part. 'Cept the fact that I have at least $3000 left that I need. Wait, hold on...

so, my summer is still going amazingly well....it has NOT been the easiest summer of my life, but it has been an incredible summer, all the same. Full of trials and testings, and wilderness times, and blessings that have overfilled my store house (malachai 3)....but I keep struggling with this same issue....

.....of $$.....I'm not particulary fond of this issue that the Lord deals with me on...and He's provided every other time of my life...but I guess that when I looked on the calendar today, and counted down, and remembered that according to them, you need to have your money in 2 weeks before you go...and well, 16-14=2...anyways....that's me. I've been in tears all day, because of my lack of faith in God. What is my problem?

love you all, praying for you all, too. Have a good day!